Chapter 2 We are confused by our feelings 




Translated: Sei, MTL-sensei-tachi
Edited: Sei, Grammarly no Danna

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Part 2

    Despite the sudden visitor, the game production somehow got started.

    The first step is to understand how the game works and to learn how to use the tools.

    Because Shinoaki, Nanako, and even Tsurayuki were almost amateurs in this kind of game. So I wanted to make sure that they understood the contents before they made it, so that they could get some tips and tricks for making it.

    "DAAAA~AAA!! I don't understand! What the hell is this!"

    On this day, suddenly in the morning, I heard screams of agony coming from Tsurayuki's room.

    "What's wrong, Tsurayuki?"

    When I knocked and opened the door, he looked back at me with the mouse in his hand.

    "Hey, Kyoya... Tell me."

    "What now?"

    "T-These women fell in love with me as soon as the game started, without any reason or incident!!"

    On the screen, the game of the school that was lent to Tsurayuki was displayed.

    I was asked him to play it as a reference for writing the scenario.

    "And then, for some reason, she was coming to my house, and I just clicked on it... She suddenly started to take off her clothes!"

    When Tsurayuki scratches his head,

    "Is there a woman like this! It's strange! How am I supposed to think about the feelings and behavioral principles of a woman like her!!"

    He sighed deeply, almost sunk into the floor.

    "You know, Tsurayuki. I understand what you're saying, but there is something like that kind of stylistic beauty in an Ero Bishojou Game."

    I tried to persuade him,

    "T-Then, what's this girl! She is adding "Nyu" at the end of every line! What's "Nyu"! What kind of principle and life would a person have in every word? "Nyu" will be added to the end of the sentence!"

    "It’s fine, right! It's necessary to bring out the character's individuality... Maybe."

    I tried to say it, but it seemed a little hard to affirm "Nyu".

    "Uh, uh... okay, if Kyoya says so, I guess that's the way it is..."

    "When Tsurayuki turned to face the screen again and resumed clicking.

    "Takumi-kun, thank you for your hard work on the committee nyu~!" 

    In a rather extreme moe voice, that "nyu" emanated from the screen.

    "Guwa~! I can't do it after all!!!"

    "Be patient, Tsurayuki! The following exchange in the music room is one of the best scenes in the game..."

    Just then, I heard a door open behind me.

    "Tsu-kun! Are you still playing that game??"

    I turned around and saw Jishouji Sayuri-san standing there.

    "S-Sayuri-nee! I'm working right now, so later... Buwa~!"

    Without saying a word, Sayuri-san covered Tsurayuki's body.

    "Instead of playing games, why don't you stay with me ufufu."

    I watched the scene in blank amazement, but,

    "...Um, Kyoya-san?" 

    "Ye-Yes"

    Suddenly, Sayuri-san spoke to me.

    "I'm sure you understand, but... don't bother us, okay?"

    "I understand!"

    "O-Oi, Kyoya! Understand, my ass! Help me from this older sister, Kuuwaa~!"

    I closed the door quietly and sighed, Haa~.

    If this kept happening, it would be hard for Tsurayuki to concentrate on his work.

    "We don't have that much time to create, so we have to draw the line somewhere..."

    However, Tsurayuki doesn't seem to be taking her so hard, and I can't take a strong stand. So, for now, I'll keep an eye on it and see what happens.... I continued to respond in a weak-kneed diplomatic manner.

    "Nanako, I'm coming in."

    Next, I knock on Nanako's room.

    "Ye~s..."

    A listless voice sounded from inside.

    "Excuse me... Whoa, what's this, it's dark!"

    Inside the room, the lights were off and it was pitch black.

    "I'm just trying to concentrate... I'm not doing that all well."

    The computer and monitor were the only lights on, and the reflected light made Nanako's lifeless face appear.

    "Well, that... How? Can you make music with this?"

    At my question, Nanako looked like she was about to cry,

    "Uwaa~, listen~, Kyoya~!"

    "W-What?"

    "This software has all these sticks, and I can't figure out how it can be music..."

    When I looked, I saw that the screen was lined with countless bars of various lengths and shorts.

    This is the work screen of the sequence software.

    "I thought... it would be easier to understand. When I played the keyboard, it would make a beep or pop, and then record and synthesize it."

    ......Well, there's no wrong with that.

    "I know it's a little confusing at first, but it'll come in handy once you get used to it. Right?"

    "U, Un... I understand. If Kyoya says so, I'm sure it is ..."

    She seemed to be convinced.

    "But it's going to take me a while to understand this. I don't know if I can handle it, we don't have much time."

    "It’ll be fine. I still want to ask Nanako."

    "... Well, if you say so, I'll try to do my best."

    Nanako smiled and gave a small thumbs up. The expression on her face was so cute and innocent that it made me want to stroke her head.

    "U-un. I'm looking forward to it."

    Nanako from the other day at the hot pot was still stuck in my head.

    I concluded that it was a warning not to flirt, but I still get nervous when someone smiles at me like this.

    "Kyoya"

    "W-What?"

    "Hey... cheer me up. From now on, I'm trying to do my best."

    "……Eh"

    The pounding continued.

    What does it mean to cheer me up? Is it words, or is it actions?

    "Well, cheer you up, Is it"

    I tried to say it, but there was no response from Nanako.

    She was silent, looking at the monitor in front of her and clicking the mouse.

    (Whoa, w-what should I do, this)

    If you're in a relationship, or just before it, this is the scene where you're expected to do things like kiss and hug.

    But of course, Nanako and I don't have that kind of relationship.

     (... Let's do what I was thinking earlier)

    Acting on what you honestly feel is often the right thing to do.

    That's what I think,

    "Yoshi Yoshi... good girl, do your best"

    I patted Nanako's head.

    It might not have been the best, but I thought it was a good answer there. The contact area was small, not sexual, and not too far apart in terms of distance.

    Ah, but I thought patting someone on the head was the worst thing you could do if you didn't like them. However, Nanako's impression of me is not so bad that I have to worry about it that much...

    "Hmm..."

    Nanako mumbled just one word,

    She suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the front of her body.

    "What's wrong... Whoa!"

    Then she suddenly hugged my back.

    "Nana... a, aa ...!"

    I couldn't find the words.

    A dimly lit room, slightly chilly air. A body close to the room. The scent of the perfume that Nanako is wearing and the warmth of her body. Then, I felt a soft bulge directly on my back.

    "A little, let me recharge this for a little while."

    "Y-Yes..."

    The time that Nanako said "a little" seemed quite long. In fact, it may have been quite long. I could feel her breath on my back and it was getting hot. Her breaths were so sweet that I could almost hear it like "Hmm..." or "Hah...".

    I could hear the sound of Nanako's breathing. She had her face directly against my back, so I could also hear the sound of her breathing in and out.

    (N-No, Nanako, this is ...)

    I was piecing together in my mind all the things she had said, done, looked at, and sounded like.

    "...Well, the end!"

    Nanako's arm finally freed my body. I staggered to my feet, unable to return to my world immediately.

    "Thank you, that cheered me up, I'll do my best!"

    Nanako smiled at me. But there was a little bit of a sense of conquest oozing out of it, like, "How’s that, this bastard."

    "Ha, haha, that's good..."

    I staggered out of Nanako's room with an exhausted look on my face.

    (Wha-wha-wha-wha-what is that...!)

    This was not a behavior that could be explained by a check, a caution, or a rivalry.

    This was the second time that Nanako had hugged me. The last time was just before the school festival, when the preparations were almost over.

    At that time, after it was over, Nanako gave an excuse. So, it was safe.

    But this time there was nothing like that. Moreover, it was almost as if she was doing it out of frustration with my actions.

    "Ha... It was so soft... she smelled good too..."

    The 28 year old man inside me came out. Actually, it was about to come out a while ago, but I was desperately holding it back.

    And unlike last time, this time we were in a house. In addition, it was just the two of us (though not completely because of the thin walls). I'm really glad that no mistakes were made.

    But what if Nanako makes a move on me next.

    And what if she tells me that she likes me by mistake.

    "... Let's not think about that right now."

    I have so much to think about, I feel like I'm going to have a flat tire. Shaking my head for the moment, I decided to go upstairs.



    The two on the first floor were somehow new to this and still seemed to be struggling.

    "But we also have an amazing... two."

    Yes, as long as you open the entrance, they will make great things after that.

    "Shinoaki, I'm coming in."

    I knocked on her room and heard her say, "Yes~" so I went inside.

    Unlike Nanako, Shinoaki's room was bright. Not only was the room bright, but he didn't seem particularly depressed or troubled either.

    "He's a good artist, isn't he? His painting is also very good."

    Looking at the CG on the screen, Shinoaki seemed to be truly impressed.

    As she had been illustrating digitally for a long time, this project should have been easy for her to understand. Therefore, in terms of initial adaptability alone, she was definitely better than the other two.

    However, there will naturally be some differences. So, we had them look at a sample game in CG mode and study the tone of it.

    "How? Can you draw this kind of tone, Shinoaki?"

    "It's like drawing a line drawing with a path, so that's the neck. I'm scanning the pencil line."

    Certainly, it was the mainstream to pass stress the main line at this time.

    I think it has been a few years since the last time we went full digital, including lines.

    "But I'll give it a try. It'll be fun to do something different."

    "Well, then I leave it to you."

    I am glad that Shinoaki is so curious. For some people, just one change in manner can make them lose the ability to draw, but for her, “the desire to learn” came first.

    Now that the drawing element is at the starting line, I need to support Tsurayuki more than anything else.

    (Let's go back to his room...)

    I don't think I could go near the room if something bad was going on.

    When I look away from the screen and think about it,

    "Kyoya-kun, what kind of scene is this?"

    Suddenly, Shinoaki called me.

    "Which... Whoa?"

    When I looked at it, I saw a scene from the hero's point of view, with the heroine's face in the big picture.

    The protagonist exposed his lower body and invited his own ○○○ to the heroine's mouth.

    I'm sure Shinoaki purely interest for study purposes. However, if I were to say this out loud, I would be even more disillusioned than I was when I told Nanako earlier.

    "This is that erotic... scene "

    I couldn't answer honestly, so I answered with a blur.

    Then,

    "I don’t mean that, I mean what is she doing?"

    I don’t think that I would be chased down.

    "Well, It’s... that, the protagonist's... her mouth,"

    "What?"

    Shinoaki, I said this far, please realize that you’re asking something bad!

    While I was thinking that, Shinoaki looked up at me with a curious look.

    At the very least, I have no choice but to answer in medical terms.

    "What... uh, that... pe..."

    I was just about to say the first letter, clearly,

    "Hmm... I'd have to actually be in that position to know for sure."

    Shinoaki said,

    "Practically……?"

    Obviously, she had said something outrageous.

    "Kyoya-kun, please sit there for a moment."

    "Sh-Shinoaki... what on earth?"

    "Just sit down"

    She seemed to have no idea what she was doing, so I silently did as she was told.

    Shinoaki got out of her chair,

    "Well, you're supposed to put your face close like this, right?"

    Suddenly, she put her hands on my thighs and brought her face came closer to my crotch.

    "Who-Whoa~a! What are you doing, Shinoaki!"

    "Don't move"

    Shinoaki was observing the position of my thighs and the situation between my legs, and she was drawing in her sketchbook.



    "It's going to be this big."

    "What is it, what is it!"

    "It's the thighs. A man's thighs are almost as wide as the width of a girl's face."

    "Ah... ah, ah, the thighs, right?"

    For a moment, I had a ridiculous imagination of the size of the ridiculous thing.

    By the way, since a while ago, that ridiculous thing has been in pretty bad state.
    
    (I'm glad I wore jeans today, regular trousers would have killed me)

    There was no doubt that it was bulging, but it was relatively hard to tell compared to other clothes.

    "It's going to be a little high here."

    Shinoaki carelessly pressed her hand a little to the side of the sensitive area.

    "Whoa!!!"

    As expected I screamed and I stepped back.

    "Kyoya-kun, if you move back, you won't be able to see the size properly?"

    "N-no, you-you’re right but..."

    "See, come over here"

    Shinoaki's hand reached out and pulled my lower body in front of her once again.

    "N-Nooooo~"

    My voice had become like an innocent girl.


    "F-finally released..."

    I managed to finish the urgent request from Shinoaki for a posed model with that one shot. There were normal reasons, such as the fact that I had a lot of work to do, but I just wanted to get away from that situation.

    "What is she really thinking, that girl?"

    I guess it's just a reference... for drawing, but it was too thought-provoking an action for that.

    "I don't think she likes..."

    I can still remember the gentle touch of her lips on mine.

    But if Shinoaki is so unaware, I can't help but wonder if it was nothing more than skinship.

    ...... Well, just like Nanako, it won’t begin even if I think about it now.

    "W-Well then, let’s see how’s Tsurayuki doing."

    I left Shinoaki's room and went downstairs.

    "I already said no, Sayuri-nee!!"

    Tsurayuki ran out of the room and put on his shoes, hooking them around his feet, and then walked out.

    "That guy, didn't his zipper down halfway?"

    It may have been my imagination, but it looked...... like he was going out with his belt fastened and his zipper up.

    "Eh~ Wait ~, Tsu-kun!"

    Immediately after that, Sayuri-san, with her smiling, enveloping smile, followed close behind, her hands flapping cutely.

     "... Don’t tell me, Sayuri-san is...?"

    Considering Tsurayuki's words and the situation, and Sayuri-san's words, it was very possible.

    If I believe what he said the other day, Tsurayuki should be a virgin, though.

    "What kind of relationship are those two?"

    Events that happened like a bishoujo game, just like a typical bishoujo game, only deepened the mystery.
    When Tsurayuki came back safely and went back to work, I contacted Keiko-san for a report.

    "Hiyahahaha, I see, everybody's having a hard time?"

    Keiko-san was still reacting happily with an aunt-like laugh, contrary to what the little girl looked like.

    "We don't have much time, and I still don't know what will happen... I'm a little worried."

    To be honest,

    "I know, but you're the key player in this project, and if you don't keep a close eye on it, it's going to get out of control."

    "Is that so ……"

    "Later. Well, I thought you could do it, and that's why I gave you GO sign."

    You can do it.

    They were magic words, but also terrifying words.

    "It's all up to you, so good luck "

    Keiko-san hung up after saying so.

    I'm the only one who can do it. It was a horrible thing to say, but that was exactly what was happening.

    "... She is right, this is the one time I really have to try "

    After I hung up the phone, I looked up at the sky and re-focused my energy.

    And so the game production began. But the path was still far away, and we were all struggling at the very beginning.